So. Now that the luster has worn off of my newest announcement, I have some things to share.
To catch up, Part 1 – Holy Shit I quit my job
First off, the Hubs is so supportive. I mean like crazy supportive. I feel like we are diving into the unknown, and he is all, “It’s all good love.” While that is WONDERFUL, that isn’t how I am built. This is probably why we work so well together. Ying and Yang and all that mess. He is chill, I am the picture above.
That is really it. I am freaking out in my mind right now. I am half excited as hell, half scared to death. But I told my mom on the phone today, as she was asking if I saved enough for my taxes, I think this is the right thing to do. This feels right.
I don’t know if this will work out how we planned, a summer with the boys, a surgery, then back to school. But, I don’t think it is a bad thing.
The bad part. I have horrible short timer’s disease at work.
Not the kind you would think though.
Ever been in a groove at work for so long, once you are popped out of the norm, everything is a hot damned mess? Forgetting things you never used to forget, just all shook up in the brain area. I don’t mind working, or helping my co-workers with this transition. I am just at this particular time, mind fucked. So many things to think about, worries, concerns, anticipation, etc.
I have never made a change like this in my life, (Willingly).
This is uncharted territory my friends.
I do hope that you guys will stick with me during all this. Because if you haven’t noticed, I am a bit neurotic. What, me? Yes. A Hella lot.
But I also know you only live once. NO YOLO. Just, you only live once. And I am banking on that while I navigate this craziness.
Blogs, updates, writing to follow. I hope you follow along with me.
Woman on Pause